Unblocking After A Sad Summer
I’ve hardly written anything of any substance since the burglary at the end of June that took my horn and camera. All of the selfishness and stupidity I witness every day on the Internet had me pretty well stupefied. Most of my friends too have all retreated into a lot of happy affirmations and sober conversations about the hot button issues away from the polarized partisan patriots and their insanely stupid beliefs. Things are opening up again and my family is getting out on tour doing trade shows and music festivals , so that has been elevating for our spirits.
Adding to my distress, the crazy cat lady in #1 had the entire property infested with sand fleas since the end of June. I’ve hardly gotten more than a couple hours sleep at a time since then and have spent a few hundred dollars on bug spray and ointment dealing with it. They got her and her registered sex offender nephew who burglarized me out at the end of August and are gutting the apartment now. The manager is promising me an exterminator by the end of the week, but I’m not holding my breath on it. The selfie is a reflection of me taking a picture of one of at least ten cats that she abandoned.
In August, my closest local friend decided that it was time to die, as also did my uncle, who left a pretty fair pot of cash for his 5 nieces and nephews to share. My share is going to pay off the horn i’m renting,
My brother-in-law estimates that after expenses, there will be $55, 000 from my uncle's estate for the three of us to split. The way it's working out, my brother and i are getting screwed out of a little bit because my sister split it in half with my cousin and there are only two of them. Betty also did all of the work, but it's cool. She got it done efficiently and painlessly for all of us.
My share is going to immediately buy a bunch of precious metal, pay off the Jupiter, grab a cheap alto and mechanical flute and buy a vehicle. hopefully, there will be a few thousand left to stash and sit on until i can put together enough to buy some real estate.
I’ve been totally avoiding the two sites that are home to my toxic fan club. Interest has fallen off drastically at the Kiwi Farms with only a handful of severely disturbed sado-masochistic sociopathic voyeurs obsessing on me. The video is of about two hours at my desk today, most of it typing into conversations going on at facebook (i forgot that the camera was running for a while). I won’t be commenting on either site and only reacting to the camera in the future.
This is just an announcement that I think I may be able to get some flow back and have a couple of pieces in progress.